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March 21, 2022

OKAY

So obviously I haven't posted here in a while. In my defence, my life is pretty boring. Well, relatively boring. If anyone wanted a serious update in my life, I just returned from a trip to London. I enjoyed it. I am graduating university this spring (I had just started university when I started this website actually) and I am getting my MA in History in London next autumn.

 

 I still don't plan on updating this or other parts of this website really. I just wanted to say what on god's green earth compelled me to write about my brief attraction to Shane Madej (??? Why ???) from Buzzfeed Unsolved. Or, like, 80% of the stuff I wrote about. I definitely wrote about some things to sound interesting. You could literally say "tamago kake gohan" to me right now and I would have no idea what you were talking about. I just say egg on rice. Also why was I explaining the concept of salmonella? All of this is painfully cringeworthy. 

I am more active on tumblr if you want to keep up.

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April 19, 2019

LET ME EXPLAIN

I have a reason, I promise. 

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OK, so... Haven't updated this in a while. Sorry! I'm sorry I haven't updated this in like three months but I've been really busy with school! I shouldn't even be doing this right now! I should be writing a paper! I'm just procrastinating!! Oh, geez now I don't even know what to say. Alright, I'll talk about school. Everything is going okay, except that I get a lot of work, never have time for a proper break, and I can't wait for the semester to be over. Just a few more weeks... Actually I think three weeks left? But it can't come soon enough.

HOWEVER, a little thing called Buzzfeed Unsolved is fucking up my work ethic. It all started about a week ago when I had a little free time and decided to catch up on the new True Crime season. That night, I had a dream I was dating Shane Madej. You know, one half of the Spooky Boys, the other being Ryan Bergara. So not only did I have that thing when you have a dream you're dating someone and you wake up Different, but also my stupid monkey brain told me that I was gonna obsess over Buzzfeed Unsolved for god knows how long. And guess what? I DID. And I still am! I spend most of my time obsessively checking instagram to see if Shane or Ryan uploaded a story, rewatching BUnsolved episodes, and looking at BUnsolved memes. I'M GENUINELY TRYING TO FIND A MAILING ADDRESS TO SEND THEM FAN MAIL. And now I have a crush on Shane Madej, which I didn't even want. Thanks monkey brain!

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(My boy pictured in the back.)

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As someone once stated on an Urban Dictionary entry for Shane Madej, "he's sexy in a rat kinda way."

I've also really been into the Hot Daga, a Hot Dog Saga commissioned by and starring Ryan Steven Bergara, written by Shane Madej, and adored by every single viewer. And if you don't like it, you can kiss his apple taters. Not only does it have a compelling storyline, but it also features such hit songs such as "Plupple Honeymoon" and "Dr. Goondis Rap." And don't even get me started on the beloved cast, including critically-acclaimed Gene, who is french fries. 

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In more normal news, I'm going to New York City on Saturday. It is the only interesting thing I'm doing during Easter Break. I'm going with my mom to see Beetlejuice the Musical on Broadway!!

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So yeah! That's my update! Now that school's coming to a close, I hope I can update more frequently. Not daily though, my life isn't that interesting haha. Maybe once or twice every week? We'll see. Just a warning, I don't think I'll update this blog for another two weeks or so. The semester's almost over, but I still have tonnes of work to do. In fact, I should really start that essay now. Anyway, see you guys later!

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xx abby xx

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   

January 26, 2019

FUN

Hiya!

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It's late at night and I'm in bed listening to Motion City Soundtrack. I also think I'm sick. My family got me sick, goddammit. I'm really tired, but I'm dedicated to updating this blog. So some fun stuff happened! My online class is over! I scored an 89 on my final without even studying, and I got to hang out with my friends! January 28th is my friend's birthday so me, her, and our friend Alx celebrated tonight. This was my gift to her:

She liked it a lot! It was the sweater. We went to this Mexican place that Alx knows about (the food is amazing), we went to Target, and then we got blizzards at Dairy Queen. I got pretty boring stuff from Target: dry shampoo, mascara, and clear nail polish. I know this is a little out of the blue, but whenever I go out anywhere, I always think about how bad I look. Tonight was no different. I don't know why, I just thought of that. Oh, I posted another lyric video on my YouTube channel. Click on the pic below to go to it.

It's for "I've Got A Dark Alley and a Bad Idea That Says You Should Shut Your Mouth." Check it out. Also guess what came out yesterday?? Kingdom Hearts III did!! I've been waiting for what felt like centuries. I, unfortunately, do not have a PS4, so I'm watching a Let's Play of it on YouTube. It's the closest I can get to playing the game. I love Kingdom Hearts so I'm so excited!!! 

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Also, my best boy is in it. Yes, that's right. 

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He's my favourite Disney villain, okay? He's really funny. 

I have some stuff happening tomorrow too. I'm hoping to finish a painting I left half-way completed in November, before school starts and I end up never finishing it. I'm also meeting up with a friend for lunch and then we're going to go around my university campus looking for where our classes are. That's going to be rough for me, because this is my first semester there. I hope I like my classes too. I'm nervous because one class is going to be requiring me to do public speaking. Kill me. OH! I listened to the new Gerard Way song ft. Ray Toro. It was amazing! Those two should really start a band. I'd like to see them collaborate with Frank Iero and Mikey Way. And I just heard about the Umbrella Academy Netflix series. I'm so proud of Gerard and I'm so excited to watch it when it comes out! Anyway, that's all I have for now, so see you later.

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xx abby xx

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   

January 25, 2019

EARLY

Look at me, bright and early on this lovely Friday morning.

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Last night, I made a Fall Out Boy lyric video! Click the pic below to check it out!

It's for Lake Effect Kid from their Lake Effect Kid EP, not the CFOB demo. I also have two Bright Eyes lyric videos up, but I made them this summer when I didn't have good video software, so beware. I hope to upload another one tonight when I'm done taking my test. Oh! So I forgot to mention last night, but it snowed recently and I'm in love! 

It's mostly ice now, though. No matter! I am the happiest of all when snow is on the ground. We had no snow on Christmas unfortunately, but the time for snow is now. February and March is snowstorm season, after all. Jack Frost is already starting to nip at our noses. 

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C'mon, I had to throw in a Rise of the Guardians gift there. He's the one true Jack Frost. 

 I'm also excited because tonight I'm eating a fried egg on rice. It's a dish from Japan, but they leave the egg raw. It's called "tamago kake gohan." I know it's not traditional because I fry the egg, but I am not eating a raw egg. Not only is the texture gross, but it can also make you sick. Some people put soy sauce on it too, but I don't. I always wanted to try it since I heard it mentioned in my favourite anime Heatlia when I was 12. I learned how to cook it myself when I was 13, and I've been eating it ever since. 

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Oh, I hate for this to be too short, but I have to go. Studying awaits me. (Shiver) That shiver wasn't from the cold or anticipation for tamago gohan; it was from the thought of what lies ahead. Wish me luck. Bye! (One day I'm going to run out of waving gifs.)

xx abby xx

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   

January 24, 2019

SORRY

Hi, I'm sorry, and you're dad.

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Let me explain! I didn't update yesterday because I had much homework to do, and I didn't do anything interesting anyway. Today, however, I had orientation at the University I'm attending. It was boring overall, and quite useless, but I did make a friend. Her name is April, and I was super lucky to befriend her. This might sound creepy, but I noticed her during the first presentation and she was wearing jeans, combat boots, black arm socks, and black eyeliner. I thought, "wow, she's cool, I hope I'm in the same group as her." The reason why I was so eager to befriend this random stranger is because around my area, it's hard to find other "alternative" people. She was dressed way cooler than me though. I was just wearing black combat boots, black leggings, and a black and red plaid shirt. Anyway. I was lucky, and she was in my group! 

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I found out she plays in some bands, and we started talking. Now we follow each other on instagram. I was awkward, like I always am, but I'm glad I've made this friend. Some other people in my group were cool too but I didn't talk to them enough to actually form a "connection" or whatever. Real shame though. During this excursion, I also got my ID card. It looks okay I guess, at least it's better than my state ID. 


More good news is that I finished my discussion board! Which means I have more time to study for my test tomorrow, and possibly my final?? I might be hanging out with friends this weekend for my best friend's birthday party, so I'm pretty excited about that. My present for her should be coming, just in time. I hope she likes it. I hope it's her style. I've been friends with her for 9 years, and I still don't know what she likes. Is that bad? 

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Sorry this is so short, hopefully things will get more interesting this weekend leading up to school.

Bye!!

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xx abby xx

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   

January 22, 2019

EXHAUSTED

Hi, I'm tired.

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My day was somewhat busy. I got up fairly early this morning to find my entire family home. My mom was off today so I knew that, but my dad and brother stayed home because they were both sick. Technically, my mom is still somewhat sick. I am stuck in an infested house. Someone save me.

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Actually, it's not that bad. But I swear to god, if I get sick, there's going to be hell to pay. And I saw my therapist today, and SHE'S sick. I SWEAR IF I GET SICK. ANYWAYS. I had to get blood work done today. My psychiatrist ordered it, and honestly, I have no idea what it's for. I'm thinking maybe it has something to do with my meds, but I started taking my new ones about two weeks ago, so I think it's a little late for that. We got a new couch today too. It's leather like our other one was, but my mom complained that the loveseat was too small so we got this new one. In more academic news, I took my test today and I did pretty well! Thank god, I was so nervous. But I still have much work to do, as I stated in yesterday's blog post. After I'm done with this blog post, I gotta hop on that shit. I found out some bad news: I think I'm going to have to do some public speaking in one of my classes for this semester. And the professor is the same one teaching my class now.

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Me absolutely flunking that class because I can't speak publicly without shaking like a leaf and pissing my pants.

I feel bad that there's not much in this blog post! I'm afraid that not much is going to be going on this week because I'll be overwhelmed with schoolwork. But wish me luck, because I have sooooooooooooooo much to do. Oh, so a ghost from my past goes to the same University I transferred to, so I hope I never see them around because it'll be so awkward. Unfortunately, I'm interested in attending the Philosophy Club, and I bet my bottom dollar they'll be there too, because that's just the person they are. Okay, I gotta do my work now. Have a great night!

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xx abby xx

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   

January 21st, 2019

TARDY

Hi again!

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Sorry I'm so late! I spent all day doing a discussion board for my political science class. But I have great news everyone! I'm going to be going to the Black Parade event at the Knitting Factory in Brooklyn! They're going to be playing all the emo hits, like Brand New and My Chemical Romance. I'm so excited because I wanted to go to Emo Nite in Philadelphia but it's 21+. And I'm only 18. :( So this is the perfect replacement! I'm also looking forward to this because my life is very boring and I don't do fun things. I hang out with my friends sometimes but that's it. This is going to be me at the Black Parade event.

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In other news, I added more stuff to the site! I have an interactive page where you can play games and take polls, I posted a Fall Out Boy song commentary/analysis, I linked my VSCO account, and I fixed the guestbook. Well, not really, because it's a broken feature on the site. Instead, I moved my guestbook to Saharah. Also, I added a secret page to this site. It's not listed in the navigation bar; you'll have to find it yourself. I promise it's possible to find, you just gotta click around.... Good luck.

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Unfortunately, not has happened today. I just worked all day. :( But I actually have some things going on tomorrow, so my blog post tomorrow should be a little more interesting. (But not a whole lot.) I'm going to have a difficult time updating this week, because this is the last week of my online class and my professor is giving us assignments at warp speed. For example, I have a test tomorrow, a discussion board by Friday, a test on Friday, and a final on Saturday. What the hell!? Ugh. Online classes suck. But intersession is over this week, and my real classes start on the 28th. Let's hope I do well.

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Actual representation of me at the end of this week.

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See you guys tomorrow!
xx abby xx

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   
January 20th, 2019

THE FIRST OF HOPEFULLY MANY

Well, today is my first blog post. Yay!

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Oh no this is the part where you find out my life is boring :( I'm actually not in a good mood because I have to get started on a post for a discussion board for an online class I'm taking. That's boring to talk about though. I've been playing this game called Choices recently, and there's an interactive story in there called Desire & Decorum. It's fun because it's a period romance, like Pride & Prejudice, and honestly, who hasn't dreamed of being the protagonist in a Jane Austen novel? It's kind of a guilty pleasure game because I'm basically trying to romance one of the characters. I chose Mr. Sinclaire, pictured below. 

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He's kinda a dick, but it's in a Mr. Darcy way, so I'm kinda hoping he's just awkward and doesn't know how to talk to people. Sometimes the game tempts me by offering cute dresses and alone time with the characters, but they cost diamonds, which cost real money. Before I got too invested in the game, I made sure that buying stuff with diamonds wasn't necessary, and it isn't! So that's good, because I've already spent $4 worth of diamonds. It went to a navy day dress and an opportunity to comfort Sinclaire. I think I'm gonna watch Pride & Prejudice (2005) tonight. But enough about that. I've been drawing more lately, which is good because I stopped for a few weeks. I had a therapy session with my parents, and my dad said I was good but not "that good." I already knew this, but it kinda confirmed my beliefs. Anyway, I've been trying to draw just because I like it. I drew a girl yesterday, and I thought it wasn't half bad. 

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I wish I could draw all day today instead of working on my discussion board post. Ugh. At least it's snowing outside. I love snow so much even if my parents hate it. I wish we got a blizzard, but we only got a few inches. It's really cold out, I think it's going to be 0 degrees tonight (at least that's what my friend said.)

Also, I put my hair into pigtails last night and I thought it was cute.

That's it for now! 

xx abby xx